Writing and The Facts

How did i really appreciate with someone who has written many articles especially in opinion publics. I have read her book, and fortunately i have much new knowledges from it. I have written so many articles in my blog, but it just sharing something that was happened in myself. I think that it is just for fun..and after i read that book, i realize that writing is more than just like that, it is very important. We could share many actual informations that is supported by the data. But the most important thing is how to convey our fresh notion to the others especially to the authority. What can they do after we reveal the facts. 

Facts could represent many things and also many problems that were happened in the society. But, the first thing that we should concern are the manner how to read the data and make analyze that supported by some researches. If we can do that, it is our beginning to write. Actually, if we do not used to write, it is really difficult. However, we do not give up because the good article is born from the continuously writing. I believe that we actually can write the good article, so we just need to practise it. Because without practise to write, it is impossible to born a good article. 

For me, practicing is the main tool that we have. It depends on your intention and your desire. It seems like me to keep my english writing eventhough i know that my english grammar is not too good. I just keep trying because learning english is not about how to read and understand the meaning from a letter. It is unity of reading, listening, speaking and writing. I feel grateful because i have a blog that really help me as a place to pour out all of my thought. Even i know that my vocabulary is finite, but i have a big desire to fluent in English. Therefore, keep your spirit to write everyday and see the next result!

Anxiety

Seriously, i do not know how does this feeling, it is more like an anxiety, i am really anxious. I remember Qur'an Surah Ali 'Imran: 26-27

قُلِ اللّٰهُمَّ مٰلِكَ الۡمُلۡكِ تُؤۡتِى الۡمُلۡكَ مَنۡ تَشَآءُ وَتَنۡزِعُ الۡمُلۡكَ مِمَّنۡ تَشَآءُ وَتُعِزُّ مَنۡ تَشَآءُ وَتُذِلُّ مَنۡ تَشَآءُ​ ؕ بِيَدِكَ الۡخَيۡرُ​ؕ اِنَّكَ عَلٰى كُلِّ شَىۡءٍ قَدِيۡرٌ‏ ﴿3:26﴾ تُوۡلِجُ الَّيۡلَ فِى النَّهَارِ وَتُوۡلِجُ النَّهَارَ فِى الَّيۡلِ​ وَتُخۡرِجُ الۡحَـىَّ مِنَ الۡمَيِّتِ وَتُخۡرِجُ الۡمَيِّتَ مِنَ الۡحَـىِّ​ وَتَرۡزُقُ مَنۡ تَشَآءُ بِغَيۡرِ حِسَابٍ‏ ﴿3:27﴾ (3:26) 

Say: 'O Allah, Lord of all dominion! You give dominion to whom You will, and take away dominion from whom You will, and You exalt whom You will, and abase whom You will. In Your Hand is all good. Surely You are All-Power-ful. (3:27) You cause the night to pass into the day and the day to pass into the night. You bring forth the living out of the dead, and You bring the dead out of the living, and You give sustenance to whom You will beyond all reckoning.'24

I remind for a year ago, actually untill now i still do not know why i was selected to be a leader in a team. I thought that there were many senior people, why was I? it was never flashed in my mind. I just felt that i was inappropriate to take that position. But, i could not refuse it because i was a new and i did not want to make a matter. Day after day, i tried to make a spirit in myself, because whatever  i had received, it just from Allah SWT. Allah given it, and it was a destiny...

 

This day i feel like de javu, although it is not me. I should be happy, but the feeling comes again to me. I am so anxious, with all of the reasons. We must take responsibilities more and more from back then. I just believe that all of them are from Allah, whenever Allah could take that position again from us. Now, we just try to do that amanah because we must be responsible to whatever we do.....

Giving a cup of milk for my Kid

Several weeks (almost a month), i put my first child to the Bimba and stop him from the therapy for a moment. But, i have a consequent that my child does not get some therapies. It means that he must learn by himself. Eventhough his teacher learn him, he must take an effort more. I really suspicious, maybe if he being weird, i want to take him to Yamet again..

Moreover, actually this week, i am trying not to give him a bottle of milk, and he must drink with a cup. It is really hard, because he does not want to drink, and always throws up...

I forced him to drink with a cup in order not to use a bottle again. Because he does not want to drink white milk, so i give him chocolate milk..and it turns out give a bad effect to him. I feel that his attitude being uncontrolled, and being weird. Back then, he had allergic to consume chocolate milk, related to his disorder..

This is my homework again, as a mother..i hope that he backs to normal again..and i have a manner to try him to be better..

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Btw, if you ask me why i use english language or indonesian language. When do i use one of them in my article? It just my preference, because i want used to practice it, and sometimes it makes me feel so happy. So, it is really not because i want to expose something but it just my happiness, my hobby. It is same if you have some hobbies like dancing, singing and etc. It feels make you better, right? so, if i tell something in English, it means that i try to make a happiness in sadness or weirdness..

Monice

Bimba AIUEO

I admitted that back then it was my adaptation with my new environment. If i remembered, it was really hard. Untill i could not really focus on my family. I was running for schedule, again and again. Moreover, something else was happened and i decided to make myself busier than before. But it gives me some benefits in to myself..In addition, a reason that i could not tell about it that made me so weird. Seriously, i feel better and now i become myself again..For example, i made me busy for learning Tahsin, Learning English, and if i used to for that positive activities, I feel something lost when i just do my daily activities like normal..

However, now i realize that i have to learn more especially about parenting. Because my children become kids that will enter the formal education. I think that is a big beginning, and i have to think it seriously..Furthermore, i could not handle when i am working. So, it is not only an education for them but also for me. How to choose the best school for my children, how to teach them when they are at home, how to recognize them to fathom about our religion, and more and more knowledge that have to they knowing. For the first time, i put my first child to Bimba in order to can read. The difference from therapy education before, at Bimba, he learn how to make socialize with the other children too. 

In additon, my first children has old enough  for enter the kindergarten this year, so i have to struggle. It is not same when my children still toddler. I do not have enough knowledge how to teach kids in order to be obedient, i just follow my feeling and hope that Allah gives me guidance for my children schools to be. It seems like i put my child to the Yamet Smart Galaxy for his treatment. I followed my feeling and searching the good place. I hope that it will be like that. I put my first child to Bimba before he enter the Kindergarten. I just take my feeling, and waiting for the result, He can do or not. Fortunately, the place is near from our home.  I have to think hard for the next step. Actually, in my heart i want to put my children to Islamic School. Because i hope all of my children could get the best education about Islam...As we know, as parents, we have to take responsibilities about our children....

My First Virtual Reconciliation in 2021

 Assalamu'alaikum Wr Wb

Hai friends..

This weekend, i am so busy because i have attended the meeting of reconciliation. For you know, that we could not meet one another by offline. Fortunately, in this era, we have good connection especially during pandemic  of covid19. Internet is very useful for us, and we still could connect and share whatever by zoom, email, whatsapp, and etc. It is important because we have to prevent ourselves in order not to contracted by corona virus disease, and must keep our social distancing.

Actually, before pandemic Covid19, we also use internet connection for our job. Some people could share many informations from their business to the others. Moreover, this manner could increase their revenue. Many companies get more partnership and also customers from online. Furthermore, if they put up ads in social media, they can get more followers and buyers, and we know about the new job such as endorsement. Thus, the examples of advantages. Beside many advantages of virtual connection, we have to know about the disadvantages. 

The disandvantages of virtual connection such as we begin to leave social intensive connection. We ignorant, and we busy with our phone. Moreover, we have suspicious feeling and do not want to be familiar with each other. It is almost more than a year, but the pandemic have not been finished yet. 

By the way, talking about my first virtual reconciliation this year. I think that it seems like a year ago. But, the differentiation is we just meet by zoom, and doing everything with our laptop which is connecting by internet. If we do not understand whatever we could ask to the admin who is controlling this meeting. For the first time, maybe i was being weird. But, finally i getting used to eventhough sometimes i really confused about it (lol). Yet, I hope that we get the best result.

So, that is my experience..if you guys have some experiences about virtual connection during pandemic, you could comment bellow my blog..

Ok, see you next time

Wassalamu'alaikum wr wb

Fyi: why recently i use english language in my blog? Please, read this article..

The reason that why i learn English again

Your Job is Your Passion, is that true?

I ever hear about how lucky you are if you work with your passion. And if you know, i still do not know about my passion. What is your passion? Actually, if  people work with their heart. I think that is one of passion. But, if you do not take your heart into your work, i think your job is not your passion. 

Nevertheless, in this era you must grateful with your job. Because, how's difficult to get a job during pandemic Covid19 in 2020. Whatever your job, you must grateful with it. You can pay your family cost living with your revenue...

Back to my passion, i think that English language is my new passion. I don't know but it's really fun and make me to think more. For you know, i want to learn it more in order to understand some journals in English.  Actually, i doubt about this new resolution. But why i do not try it? I think that's not bad. Moreover, i hope one day later i can tell my knowledge to my children...right?

And remember that your job is your passion, don't ever regret about your job. Grateful and if you still can take your heart into, you can make your dream comes true..

Schedule for My Children Resolution

 

Assalamu'alaikum

Recently, i think, i am addicted to English language. I don't know, maybe i still learn how to speak English fluently, but i'll try to make a naration in English. Before i took my English course, i thought that so very hard to make a sentence in English, but now? It is like a miracle, i can make sentences and a long naration. Eventhough, my writing is not too good. But, i will always try it. In my blog, in my house book...

For this time, i want to tell you about my resolution. And my big resolution is my children. I don't want to dissapointed my children. Moreover, my first children must carry on his study to Kindergarden after he has some therapies. So that's why, i must make some strategies for that. Thinking about, How he goes to school everyday. How he can socialize to his friends. How he can learn and will do his homework, and all of the things. And im still not used to about that. 

In my mind, i always think how i can do these with my limitations. And i have gotten an idea, i must make a schedule for it. Maybe it is not really good idea. But, i hope it can help me. Furthermore, in this month my work begin to make me so busy. Schedule is really important in order to manage all of them planning as well. I will try my best. For the next result, i just surrender it to Allah. And i always believe that Allah helps me whatever my condition..

How to manage our perspective

 

Hello friends,

Assalamu'alaikum wr wb

How's your life today? I hope you all get such great day..

Today i would like to describe something, it is about perspective. What is perspective in your opinion? Everyone has perspective to mean some issues that they have gotten. Perspective might be positive or negative. It depends on what is in your mind. For the example, i am indonesian blogger, but lately i write in my blog with english language. As a beginning writer and have not really good ability to write something down. I try to make a story in english. In my intention, i take it everyday just because i want to increase my English writing day by day. However, that meaning might not as same as someone else, such : i know you do that for being famous or you just showed off your ability (just example). And another example that you have known, you can explain it in to my comment coloumns below..

Irrespective of some issues that we get everyday, what would you do to manage your perspective about another person? In my opinion, we could manage all of that perspectives. We would try to be positive thinking to the others. We could not prevent many perpectives that appear in our mind, but we able to prevent our words. Actually, make a positive thinking should easier than the effects caused by the words. Thats why in this era, we often hear about haters commonly. Haters will be hate whatever someone else doing. Several caused by negative thinking and perspectives to the others. 

Consequently, it is your choice in response about some issues. As an adult, we have to know what is the good and bad thing reverse from our perspective. And should think first before make some statements moreover addressed to another person. But sometimes, negative statement could be good if the reason is for developing or changing not good thing from the others. Once again, all of that are surrendered by your deciding, but i suggest you to make sure your polite words..

Okey, those are some tips that i give today, do not forget to be grateful everyday, see you next time..

Wassalamu'alaikum wr wb

How mean to be grateful in life

Assalamu'alaikum wr wb

Hello friends..

I am sorry for telling a story in english recently. In order to make my english writing will better day by day.  I do not have purpose anyelse. Okey, whatever we do, it depends on our intention, right?..If we talk about grateful, I think everyday we must grateful to our God, whatever our condition..sometimes we have done it only in the great situation. Two conditions that we often forget to be grateful. First, when we are always in the good condition and when we are in bad condition. 

Futhermore, in digital era, everyone can post anything what they want everyday and usually in good situation. Hence, if we see that maybe in bad situation, it is often make us not only forget to be grateful but also another feeling such envy and insecure.. Yet, it is so natural, but we could not controll the other person. You just need to controll yourself. Because in our belief, whatever we do are watched everyday. 

Therefore, if we want to be a grateful person, we need to learn about it. Learn about how to say Alhamdulillah in best or bad thing that we have. When we happy or feel blue, health or sick, have a lot of many or bad finance. Maybe it is so abstruce, but if we do that thing, in syaa Allah, whatever our condition, it could not make us exaggerated.

Someone who always tell me about being grateful is my mother. She always remember me to say Alhamdulillah in everything and every condition that i have. And she also make an example about many people in this world that can not feel our fortune today. She says Alhamdulillah whatever her condition. Maybe one day i will apply that to my children, because they should know about it...

Okey that is my story today, and i will give  you more stories in English or Indonesia language in another chance. Deepth, i like to write the deepthness writing and also deepth conversation that can touch your heart (just kidding). Do not forget to always apply all of healthy protocol, we pray for this pandemic will be end soon. See you next time, 

wassalamu'alaikum wr wb.

 

Learning English part 2

My teacher said that what is your motivation to learn speaking english..

Okey maybe i have just given the reason for it in my article before..

But i want to tell you why..

It's because i want

Just like that

Maybe at next year i want to get scolarship for magister

But i think that not just my reason..

So i tell again i just want to improve my skill in English

Even though i have gotten job

I am civil servant

But i don't know

A month ago i just thought that i must learn English more..

Besides actually in my dream, i want to get scholarship in another country or foreign.

I wish that i would feel four season

Eventhough i am not sure because now still pandemic in every country in the world..

But my dream still just in my mind..

And alhamdulillah i get very smart and comfortable teacher..

Pandemic Covid19 Effect

Everytime must have up and down

I believe that sometimes happy and sometimes get sad

And it always various...

But it just only times

We couldn't know what will be happened to us

We just can do the best everyday we can

I have a story about today

When i go to the mall

I look around..

And the mall is very quite

Just few seller and they look so tired waiting for customer..

Maybe it caused by Covid19 Pandemic

Mostly people want more to save their money

So, several shop sell their goods with the lower price

They give some discount for every good which they sell

Because no more buyer come to their shop

Even though it has 3 months after the mall open..

And they don't know untill when this pandemic is over

So that they can survive like before pandemic..

We just can pray..and wish that the pandemic can over and all of can be normal..

Idioms and make a sentence/clause (lesson:2)

Assalamu'alaikum Wr Wb

Hai guys, last day i got some new knowledges from our teacher. Our teacher asked us to told him about our story one by one. Because if we want to be a good speaker, we must to get used to made a story and speech it. Especially in past tense or more tenses except present tense. So, we tried to tell him, although in the middle we had some mistakes for structures. 

And then he gave some idioms and asked us to make sentences about that. Sentences with more than 2 vocabularies. Okey we got to start it!

Idioms 25 September 2020

1. Go bananas: mengamuk/menggila

2. Gain ground: panjat sosial

3. Couch potato: pemalas

4. In a jiffy: dengan cepat

5. Kick the bucket: meninggal 

6. Pretty penny: Expensive

7. For my money: In my opinion

Homework:

Anto was a couch potato, he didn't doing useful thing after he woke up. So, her mother often went bananas to him. One day, his father was kick the bucket, he was very sad. and he promised that he would found a job in a jiffy. But, unfortunately he didn't get a job. So, in the midlle of his hopeless, he got an idea. He gains ground by his friend who was a celebgram. Now, he becomes a pretty penny celebgram. For my money, sometimes not good situation/condition forces someone to be more responsibility person and go out from their comfort zone.

Oke guys. thanks for your attention, and see you next time...

The reason that why i learn English again

Hello guys..

I want to share my experience..

Let's started..

Two months ago, i took TOEFL test..but my TOEFL score was not as my expected. So, i realized that my English so bad. Many vocabularies i did'nt know. And i couldn't make some sentence in english. It was hard for me. Because i'm not used to practice it. Moreover, if i read some articles in English, i'm so roaming. I'm trouble to understand some naration in English. Moreover, i had learned English for more than ten years at school! Omg, i feel it must be changed..

And finally, i am deciding to improve my english. And what should i do?

1. At the first time, try to make a status in English at my social media like whatsapp, instagram, and etc. Why status?

because we can update anytime we need. I'm not focus in structure and etc. But at the first time, i just try to make a sentence in English, just that.

2. I explore some vocabularies that i do not know in some dictionary or google translate. 

3. I read some articles at the News online like BBC, wikipedia, and etc. And if i found a vocab that i didn't know i took it in notes.

4. I watch and hear a story or anything in English in youtube especially by native. I take it just for fun, not seriously.

5. I read my old English book structure. When i was in High School.

6. I follow online English course especially in conversation..

7. I used to write an article in English. I apply daily conversation on Tuesday and Thursday eventhough my family do not understand except my husband. Because sometimes it will be made me relaxing and fun. So clise, but i enjoy it!

Okey, there are my tips to improve my english language..How about you??

Please comment under my blog..thank You guys..✌